sudah terjawab sebuah persoalan..

huhuhu,, tajuk nak gempak aje an.. Alhamdulillah,, akhirnya, berakhir sudah sebuah persoalan yg selama hari ni mengganggu gugat otak aku..atas nasihat akak farah, aku pun bukak blog BADAR uh dan bace post berkenaan (click here to read)..

terasa-rasa weyh baca post tuh.. bile aku pk balik,, aku mmg nak senang dlm SPM sbb tuh aku terasa nk amik sastera sdgkan aliran sains adalah lebih baik utk aku..org kata subjek BIOLOGI paling susah..tapi, aku tak risau coz akaq aku terror bio..so, ape lagi yg perlu dipertimbangkan..

sume org yg aku tye, sume soh aku amik sains..alasan yg aku bagi pulak "malas r nk blaja subjek sc uh,, susah".. aku tak pk pun yg TAKDE BENDE YG SENANG KAT DUNIA nih..kalo nk berjaya, mmg xde JALAN PINTAS..no shortcut, shortcut..kita kena r jadi yg terbaik among the best..honestly aku ckp,, aku rase nk amik sastera sbb aku nk jadik best student, aku nk senang..tapi, aku tak pk langsung ape jadi lps tuh..

ape lah aku nih kan?? kalo nk jadik BEST STUDENT kena berusaha bknnye, goyang kaki aje.. aku boleh jadikk mcm2 kalo amik aliran sains.. aku mmg nk jadik pensyarah tapi, tak sure lagi in subject ape..so, kalo amik sc, bole jadi pensyarah BIO ke ape ke nanti..

so, kpd korg2 kat luar sane yg tgh bace post nih..yerla,, korangla..sape lagi..? kalo korang rasa konfius nk amik aliran mane mcm aku.. korg pk satu bende jeh..

"Sebenarnya aku hendak senang lulus SPM atau hendak mengecapi impian aku?"

Keliru..??

Alhamdulillah atas kurniaan 9A yg Allah berikan..saat nih bru ade kesempatan nk cite psl result PMR nih..org nk ucapkan thanks kepada org2 yg da byk membantu org utk capai kejayan yg org da capai ni (byk tak org)

*my parents yg byk bagi support

*my teachers yg bgi ilmu

*my friends yg byk membantu

tak taw mcm mne nk gambarkan rse terima kasih ni..tapi, org mmg sayang kat korg sume sbb da tolong org.. (gedik je nk gune org2 nih)

dan..dan..dan..

saat ini, hati sedang berbelah bagi, minda sdg terkeliru...kelas ape patut aku amik??? sume org suruh aku amik sains,, tapi, aku cenderung utk nk amik sastera..pelik tak?? aku pun tak taw nape, tapi, b4 nih mmg nk amik sains, cume skrg,, rase mcm nk amik sastera sbb bile aku pk balik,, sastera lagi sng..

so, ape pendapat korg??

harapan menggunung..

Ya Allah,, cepatnya masa berlalu meninggalkan aku jauh dri memori dahulu..Aku igt lagi wakutu amik result UPSR dulu2..kire2, 3 tahun yg dulu..aku rasa debaran yg aku rase dulu lebih hebat drpd ape yg aku rasai skrg nih.. tak tawla kan..sbb dulu smpi dpt mimpi2 sume,, tapi, ternyata mimpi tuh tak same dgn result sebenar yg aku dpt..bapak CUAK gilak eh tyme uh..

lebih cuak lagi bile kitorg diminta berkumpul kat dlm dewan sekolah tuh..punyelah sosak an dlm uh..lepas tuh, ckg pun mule bgi muqadimah (betul ke ejaan neh?? pedulikan..!) entah ape tah ckg ckp, aku pun tak igt..

then, bile tibe mase yg dinanti-nantikan..debaran pun kian terasa..aku mcm nk nangis je tyme uh.. ckg annouce, satu demi satu nama bdk yg dpt 5A mase tuh..tetibe, aku denga "Aisyah Humairah Bt Zulqarnain".. hehehe, actually name aku fes skali ckg sebut my name start wif letter "A".. tyme tuh, aku rase bersyukur sgt..aku pun teros nek pentas..sementara, cg teros continue sebut nama bdk2 len.. so, pengajarannya, nanti, bagi anak2 korg dgn nama yg bermula dgn huruf 'A'..

ok, back to the main topic..kalo UPSR dulu, akak aku dah ade yg dpt 5A, so, hrpn pade aku takdelah setinggi gunung kinabalu, sekadar banjaran titiwangsa je.. tapi, utk PMR nih, harapan yg diletakkan pade aku adelah setinggi GUNUNG EVEREST yg berketinggian 4444 m sbb my elder sis ade je subjek yg sangkut..

ditmbh pulak dgn result yg agak menggairahkan pade Trial ari tuh.. semakin tinggi hrpn ibu, ayah, ckg2, bonda pade aku..w/pun, diorg tak pernah ckp, tapi, kita bole tahu..saat nih, aku benar-benar berharap agar Allah bagi aku kejayaan dlm PMR nih..

" Ya Allah, aku berserah segalanya kepadaMu, sungguh, Engkaulah Tuhan Sekalian Alam yg Maha Berkuasa, Maha Bijaksana, Maha Mengetahui, Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengabulkan.. Aku mohon Ya Allah pada-Mu, makbulkalah hajatku ini..Janganlah Engkau membiarkan aku menghancurkan harapan org2 yg menghrpkanku dan jgnla Engkau mengecewakan org2 yg mengharapkan pertolonganMu, Ya Allah..Aku berserah segalanya kepadaMu..Sesungguhnya, Engkaulah sebaik-baik tmpt kembali..Amin.."

menghitung hari..

menghitung hari, detik demi detik..
menuju hari Khamis..

disebabkan terlalu cuak menunggu result, idea pun jadi kering..kering-kontang..mcm da kena sedut akibat kerisauan yang melampau..tapi, korg jgn risau r..aku masih mampu utk mkn..aku xtawla makin gemuk ke tak skrg nih..nanti, korg buat observation taw..

aktiviti bru musim cuti, MAIN CEPER..aku juara bertahan dua kali berturut-turut..!

*tgl 5 hari je lagi

result..da konfim da..

owh,, result PMR da konfim da kua on dis 24th disember 2009..cuak gile weyh..tapi, insyaAllah.. aku da buat yg terbaik, kite kena bersyukurla dgn ape pun result tuh nanti..mase masih ade utk kite berdoa pade Allah..selagi result tak kuar, selagi tuh kita masih bole berdoa dan berhrp..

tak saba nk jumpa korg sume 24 dis nanti..kita borak2 byk2 taw..rindu gile ngun korang..aku hrp sgt result taon nih, gempak weyh..hopely, kita sume dpt 9A.. tak sabar sgt nk jumpa korg..mcm2 perasaan skrg nih, cuak, xsabar..sume ade..hope sgt weyh..korg sume dtg taw..

"Ya Allah, Engkau berikanlah aku dan sahabat2ku kejayaan dlm PMR, ya Allah.. sesungguhnya, Engkaulah tuhan yang Maha Adil lagi Maha Bijaksana..Amin"

desas-desus

semakin hari, semakin hampir utk kita sume taw psl result PMR-kan?? dah mcm2 desas-desus aku denga..ade yg mimpi mcm nih..ade yg mimpi mcm tuh..aku?? Haram, takde mimpi..malah, dlm kesibukan org mimpikan result, aku pulak mimpikan bende yg merepek..smlm entah mimpi ape tah..bgn tido, taw2 aku tersenyum..mcm klaka je..

suatu isu yg panas skrg nih iaitu mengenai result PMR..korg nmpk tajuk kat dlm pic tuh?? Keputusan PMR 27 Disember... betul ke?? kalo betul,, cuak seyh..

kdg2 Allah bagi kita kejayaan utk uji sama ada kita bersyukur atau tak..kdg2 die uji jugak utk tgk sejauh mana tahap kesyukuran kita..tak kira, GAGAL atau BERJAYA..kita kena yakin, itu yg terbaik utk kita dan tentu ada hikmahnya..sebenarnya, kejayaan atau kegagalan itu adalah suatu cabaran dan ujian dri Allah..

cube korg pk eh,.. korg igt senang ke utk org yg selalu berjaya tuh utk stay sukses..semakin byk yg die berjaya, semakin tinggi hrpn org kat dia dan semakin susah utk diri dia maintain humble tiap masa..bkn sng bila kita nih, jadi hrpn org lain..tiap ape yg kita buat org pndg dan jadikan contoh..silap ckit pun tak boleh, nanti jadi bahan bual org,,bukan mudah taw..

kalo org yg GAGAL pulak,, satu ujian jugak..ujian utk die berjaya dgn usaha die..tgk die bersyukur atau tak..org kurg hormat kat die, so, everything die kene buat sendiri..kejayaan dan keazaman sume dtg dri dlm diri die sendiri..kalo die berjaya,, maknanya,, die mmg terror..!!

KEJAYAAN yg sbnr bukan kejayaan yg kita pernah lalui sblm nih,, tapi, kejayaan yg kita bkl lalui dan mcm mne kita lalui kejayaan tuh..maintain sbgi org yg berjaya lebih susah..itu adalah kepuasan yg sebenar bgi kita..sentiasa bergerak satu langkah ke hdpn..bukan statik atau menurun..igt,, GAGAL skrg, bukan gagal selamanya..

p/s: lari tajuk, tetibe dpt idea utk membebel

New Template..

Akhirnye,, stelah puas merayau-rayau carik template bru..dpt gak yg agak lawa tapi, mcm tak puas hati ckit r..takpe,, nih sementara jer..kalo korg nk carik template, carik r kat www.btemplates.com lawa2 gak template yg ade..

da lame rasenye tak edit gamba..so, decide nk edit gamba..tak lwa sgt r coz i'm not that creative..humble gile..

miss them so much,, VEXED the BEST.,.!

I am STRESSED OUT..!!

bapak gilo tension eh dok kat rumah nih..dek kerana buhsan+adek aku yg memekak 2..

*rase mcm nk jerit je kuat2..
*rase mcm nk sepak terajang+lempang2 je adek aku tuh supaya die diam..

nape takde sape2 ajak aku kuar eh?? then, bile bukak belog diorg, taw2 je ade post kuar g JJ-la, Term1-la, mane2 tah lagi..

"I am STRESSED OUT..!"

bace jerlah..!!

ok, disebabkan I kegersangan idea skrg nih, i intend utk story kat u all pasal my sayang no. 2 nih,, itupun atas permintaan die jugak..hehehhe,, terjujur pulak.. sori sayangggg..

I sayang sgt kat die nih..w/pun die da berpunya, i tak kisah i sayang jugak kat u sbb u pun sayang kat i jugak kan? kan? u baik sgt dgn i sejak kita berjiran kelas thn nih..u selalu denga cite2 i n bagi respons yg i hrpkan.. u selalu support i sbb 2 i sayang u sgt2..

org kata u panas baran.. tapi, i kata TAK-lah..u baik orangnye cume u sensitif ckit dan agak cepat meradang..tapi,,, i tak kisah sbb i sayang u sgt2..i accept u whatever u r..lagipun,,, u kalo dgn i, u manja2 ckit..hahahha,, tapi i suke..sbb itu YOU-kan??

u selalu denga problems i n i selalu denga problems u n ur HOT-stories dgn die 2..kadang2, i jeles jugak bile denga cite2 u..tapi,, takperlah.. asalkan u happy, i pun happy sama..tak kisahlah i ke die ke sape ke yg HAPPY-kan u..i tak kisah, asalkan u happy, kan sayang??

u seorang yg memahami..u faham i sgt2.. 2 yg buat i tambah sayang 2 kat u.. dear,, ok tak post nih?? over sgt eh?? takperlah, i cume nak org taw yg i sayang kat u..hehehe,, tapi, i rase i mmg da ter-OVER-kan??

owh,, mesti ade mcm2 soalan yg bemain di fikiran korang skrg kan?? macam :

"who's that person?"
"mesti 2 bf die kan?"
"sape name die eh?"

dah-dah-dah..STOP pk yg bukan2 eh..cubelah husnudzon ckit..ala, tak paham ke? bersangka baiklah..ok, skrg i akan stopkan bende2 buruk dlm mind u ALL tuh..

sayang,, bagitaw jerla eh..u tak marah kan?? ok,! hmmm,, nama die, ANYS Shaheera la..diela my sayang no 2 tuh..u tak taw ke?? so, skrg u da taw..jgn lupe bgtau org len..nanti, kalo u jumpe die, bgtaw kat die yg BF die yg plg comel rindu sgt kat die taw..Bestfriendla bknnye boyfriend taw..die nih comel esp bile blushing..nih,pic die kalo u tak caye.. comel kan?

I love u, dear...

True Love..!

From the very beginning, gal's family objected strongly on her dating wif this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the gal will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarreled very often. Though the gal love the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the gal to be very upset.

With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vented her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The gal agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married.

So before he left, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice....

The doctors said that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides crying, it's just her silent cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. This pierced her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the engagement ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of replies and countless phone calls; all the gal could do were to cry silently. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learned sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that her boyfriend is back.

She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't any news of him. NOTHING...! A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope containing an invitation for the guy's wedding. The gal was shattered. When she opened the card, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise, let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the engagement ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled.

janji Allah utk kita"Sesungguhnya, wanita yang baik itu untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-laki yang baik untuk wanita yang baik"...YAKINLAH dgn JANJI ALLAH