wooot..malas gile nk update blog..yg rajinnye mengview blog org len..denga cite2 mereka..mcm best je mereka bercerita..holiday ni looks great 4 them but not 4 me..dok rumah melepak je keje..xde kuar g mane2 sbb takde sape nk ajak pon..kecik betul hati dgn mereka..rasenye, xdelah susah sgt nk tekan2 no tel rumah I nih..maybe, mereka terlupa yg mereka ada kwn kat sini agaknya..dahla, last day school hari tu pon we didn't spend much time together..hmm,, entahla..
Bile I tgk dan baca kisah mereka..I nmpk n I tahu yg mereka happy..I pun jadi happy jugak.. tibe2, I rase yg mereka lebih happy tanpa I..I nmpk mereka lebih perfect n gempak tanpa I.. dan,, I rasa mcm maybe it's time 4 me to leave them..I juz wanna live my life n my live is still further apart..there's a lot that I have to do..
they are very important in my life..but, am I to them?
I always be their ears who gonna listen to all their problems n hot storries, I always be their shoulders where they can cry as they want..but, are they to me? do they really understand me the way they should? I just dunno.. I love them soo much, they are the BEST friend I have ever had n I am very grateful wif what I got.. but, I dunno..sometimes, I feel that we r not suit to be together.. I feel u girls are far too great to be my friends.. I feel that jiwa kita tak sama kadang2 tu..
honestly I said, I havent found my truest friend..one that can ALWAYS be wif me when I am sad, when I am happy, when I got stories to tell, knows what I feel..someone who gonna advice me when I am wrong.. I havent found that kind of person yet..!
but, you girls are still cool bcoz u r the BEST for now n yet forever.. no matter how much u girls hurt me, I will forgive u.. because someone that I loved once told me that " Forgiving is a good thing to do especially from a nice person and for beloved one"
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